Yesterday's euphoria, today's fatigue

So I've literally spent my whole day on our tiny table. I've taken over- occupying almost the whole table with notes, snacks, drink etc.

At least from here I've got the people watching point of advantage (: And somehow, life has been unfortunately fortunately (?) filled with cat presence. From whatsapp texts, to cat ogling Tayto. Let's not forget (how can we ever?), the cat(s) who loves to poop on our grass. Poos. Sometimes they even try to... meh, not worth mentioning.

Hello from tiny table in the late afternoon-

Aw, got stuck. Was fun watching it figure its way down.

When it was still sunny-

Good vibrations

I'm feeling really positive today- on a peaceful state of high. At 11:24 am, I want to note how much I believe all worries will be fine. Well, more than fine- soaringly fantastic! Realistically, I think that state-of-beings can last for prolonged periods but the intensity to which it saturates you differs in currents the sea dictates. 

I had terrible sleep. Tossed for hours and conversed in my head nonstop. I just couldn't rest but maybe it was what needed to precede how I feel right now. Although I robbed myself of riveting dreams (love dreaming!), I suppose I was lost in reverie. Anyway, I awoke refreshed, ready to conquer my day, enjoy the sunlight and squint my eyes. 

Hmmm...

Solitude surrounds me and will linger for pockets of time. As much as I've demanded it, it has demanded of me too. It is a clean time alone and hopefully will birth fruit of study sessions! In infinitely small ways, it gives me chances to 'grow up' over and over again. Just as I tell myself I've done all my growing, I'm at-first-frustrated-but-in-the-end-grateful for more. 

Happy Wednesday (: